Jon was always introducing me to new songs. I heard this one today for the first time and I thought of Jon immediately. While I have an idea of what went on in his head, the truth is, I don't really know. And I never will. Would I have been able to help him better if I truly understood? Would he be alive today and on the road to wellness? These are questions that will never be answered. And truth be told, I don't think he'd want me to know what it was like to be him. He wanted to protect me from harm - even if the source of that harm was him. #asongforjon #mentalhealth #depression #suicideprevention #love #relationships #grief #grieving #loss #survivor #musicproject #playlist #spotify #shawnmendes #juliamichaels #liketobeyou

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