Spent this Thanksgiving with my family this year. I've been feeling Jon's absence lately. And I especially feel it today. I wonder what would have been different if he were still here. Maybe I don't have a right to be missing him so much. He was always measuring the time. He'd give me percentages. When he died I had been with him for 5% of his life. What's 5% really? It seems so brief. And yet, it didn't seem that way when he was here. Maybe because we went through so much. Maybe because we had a strong connection. I'm thankful for the time I did have with him, however brief. And it was far, far too brief. #asongforjon #mentalhealth #depression #suicideprevention #love #relationships #grief #grieving #loss #survivor #musicproject #playlist #spotify #thebeatles #inmylife #thanksgiving

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